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U did say dont go
But it's not long enough to make me stay
I decided to go away from u
Not that I won't miss u
But I really can't see the point of staying since she is beside u again
Till now
I will remember the sentence came out from ur mouth
U will be marrying her next year
Although it hurts
But that my wish to both of u !
Be happy and stay happy
I wish from the bottom of my heart ••••••••

逃避
不是正确的选着
但确可以换来短期内的舒适

当看见他
确觉得有点恐惧感
我怕
我不想见到他
更加害怕星期五的来临

我 都哭了两个星期五

明天的星期五
我说不定
一定也哭
两个小时耶

虽然
他不是个坏人
但在他身上
我去只有恐惧两个字

好想逃
好想放弃
但我确自己知道
我不能

能把我从谷底里拉出来的
应该不会有任何一个吧

我看
算了吧
我还是哭多三个礼拜吧=x

身边朋友都认为
我哭因为成绩
但本小姐从来不会为了成绩掉一滴眼泪

这次掉眼泪的原因
不是因为成绩
但
是因为
我觉得无助
无奈
没用
加
没有任何的方向感
我已失去了该有的信心了

in a few weeks time
me
am going to walk into the hall
and sit for the GREAT SPM
wonderful right ??

since that day
i cant really study
and so
i have no choice but to hold on everything
and study hard for the so GREAT SPM

i wish i could score without studying
which is
barely possible XD

so why dont someone come to my house
and slap the stupid head and un-attached my head !

somehow the day SPM came
would be my last day of being a good girl who study a lot and score her paper =x

bless me ! XD

对
没错
我哭了
那又如何吖？

我爱哭
就哭吖 =)
任性的感觉=3
hahahah ~~

我哭我受不了
我哭我想放弃
我哭我无奈
我哭我无用

我还觉得自己满幸福的
面前的他们
真的很sweet !

吖pui 就找我说冷笑话
哭耶！
无奈嘛！
怎样回答你的冷笑话吖？

darling 细微的关心
甜到心里=3

最令我心窝的
ying 的天真又带点骂人的感觉

真的很窝心
但却对不起
我能给你们的反应不是笑
可是更加大声的哭

或许没有避忌吧=x

谢谢你们的关心
就算在写这个
我眼镜也是热热的=x
嘻嘻

不懂你我几时分开
但我会珍惜
回忆会是永远的

后记～
ying
对不起曾近对你做的一切
我清楚知道
我曾经令你有点讨厌=)
对不起吖=3 !!

PS ! lynn ~~~ take one nice one from me !! =) ty dun let me post !!! T___T n she 威胁me !!!!!!!

i cried , cause i'm sad
i cried , cause i have disappointed someone
i cried, cause i really disappointed myself

my tears drop
but no one knows except one
he keep on saying
tomorrow we are going to enjoy ourself
so cheer up

but the more he say
my tears are like a river =x
flowing non stop XD

he tried to comfort me
but it's funny !
HAHA

i cried
so i do

cheer up my girl !
dun be a cry baby anymore
u r not suppose to cry without permission !!

以前失落的时候
就是爱在我的部落
乱写一通
乱发泄一通

我就是爱这样
但是这一切任性的动作
虽然只能在部落格实现

可是却超满足的
可以说是
发泄成功

这一切
也带来了恨多的不愉快
很多的吵闹
甚至
往我心里桶了一刀

受伤了
当受教

成功了
当安慰父母的一个方法

对我
‘情’
是很重的

不管友爱亲的‘情’
都比任何的来的重

所以
我再次提醒自己了
别傻了
他们虽然是唯一
但是
永久是不可能的

like everyone says
schools are important

results !
are the most powerful weapon when u step out your mummy's little castle

but then if ones only knew how to read write and score A's
and dont know what to do when facing friendships, love, family, and challenge

how does your 100 % A's would help u ?

although so,

results are still the most dependable one

so why dont
stick you stupid butt on ur stupid chair
and start memorising facts like your chemistry teacher said !
AIKS !

i chose to spend my golden time
to change my bolgskin
and did not study !

hahahaha

bad me !!

my mum went to africa for few days dy
kinda miss her
she sms-ed me yesterday !
i hope she bought staff for us =)

holidays are bored !
but i enjoy waking up at 11
and sleep at 2

life which i cant find during schools days
although it's kinda like
waste of time
but it's ok !
i have lots of time to waste !
--> look how a spm student speaks ! bad girl !!

haha
as long as i have a smile on my face
then
everything will be fine =)

last !
my dear johnny ~
got into an accident
glad that he's still in one piece !
glad that he's not hurt !
words to him ``~
although ur wallet have to become thinner
but it's ok !
SMILE PLEASE !
stop being EMO !


hope to see ur smile again =)

one shirt !
spotted at forever 21 =x
have no idea should i buy or not 0.0
it cost me like 80 +
should i buy
or not=x

holidays
it should be fun right?=x
and i should study agian right ?

==> like i will study

so i went to the book fair
and spend
2xx
OMG!
bankrupt ! =x

mum is not in the town !
so
i'm going to turn my house upside down !XD
HAAHAAHAHAHAHa


happy holidays !

yeap ~
like the title !
i seriously need a glue !!

for wat ?!
of cause to stick my butt on my chair in front of my table ~~

yesterday i permitted myself a holiday
cause !
米跌价
我要去买米XD

but i sleep for the whole day !
n then
watch movie again !
ISH ~!
when will i grow up !
=x

haha xD

friday was a public holiday for selangor.
as usual,
i had a plan which is confirm on at first
after i asked my friends
and they show an interested face
but
in the end
no one could make it

kinda like pulling all of my mood off =x
thats why
i have spend the whole friday doing nothing
and only watching movie series

it's not a good news
although it is fun
and awesome

i spend time on TV
means i did not study T3T
so in the end
i wasted my friday !
but i highly recommend
公主嫁到

hahahXD
its funny
really funny =)


hope i can have my butt stick on my chairs
and start studying
from
now!!

可别小看这个小小的礼物哟！
这个可是
我那么多份生日礼物
最爱的一份哟！

虽然迟了很久
也不是很适合我=x
但是却充满了一个人的心意呢！

他哟！
在sabah 特地的
寄来
给我的呢！
XD

今年的生日
会是我最难忘的

因为
我爱的人
与爱我的人
都在我身边

虽然
没有怎样庆祝
虽然
我不是很满意
虽然
没有惊喜
虽然
只是一个普通的星期二

但是
我难忘

或许真的超级久没有那么的平凡的度过了吧＝x

希望明年会更好！
=)
Good luck !
to myself =)

当你深信着他是你的好友
却同一个时候背叛了你
你应该会恨他对吧？

当你深信着他真的是你想要找的朋友
在你需要他的时候
他都不在
就这样的
他就不再是你好友
对吧？

道理是那样的吧？

在学校
读的书就算科科100 %
当考‘友情’这个科
怎么就是拿鸡蛋的吖？

问题是在我身上吗？
还是人类就是那么的善变？
今天
你是我最好的朋友
但是
明天
你却是我一个路边看到的乞丐

是这样的吗？

人类脑海了
真的是这样想的吗？？


能解答我的？
又是谁吖？
真真对我好的
又是谁？
真正关心与在乎我的感受的
又是那位吖？

August 10
the so call 'big' day of mine

although it end up me having a stupiak fever =x

but overall
quite good =)


sang birthday song as usual in the class
cause the clown of the class knew it was mine bday =)

the special part is !
on the same day
our school had a special assembly
we were celebrating our chairman's belated birthday

when she asked
whose birthday was in august=x
my friend call out my name

then
she asked
whose birthday is today?
my name was shouted
louder

quite embarrassing
but it's okay=x
as long as they are happy
i'm happy

tats all =)

so so ...

when i reached home
my mum bought me a cake !!=)
so
like everyone else
we blow the candle and make a wish

my wish ??
SECRET !!

I LOVE MY MUMMY AND FAMILYY =)

AHHA
my present !!
hahah~~~~
love them love them !!!
MUWAKK !!!
xD

last post
i wrote bout my bday

first
i hope to reach my babes
and give them a big hug !
你们的心意
我收到了=)
尤其是lynn n selina =)
i really lub lub lub u all so so so muchhy !

In the end
i cancel the whole event myself !
so so so sorry my babes =x

when i heard that some of u are busy
or rushing back
or rushing here

i really dun wan these =x
kinda feel like
i'm troublesome

so
i decide to cancel it
since saturday is not the real day right?

its okay
i said=x

sorry for everything guys !

I REALLY HEART HEART HEART YOU GUYS !!

my blog !--> my lovely ~=)


so so ..

moi going to blog bout ~~
my
BIRTHDAY !!

so~
sounds happy right ?!

i really hope my babes can make it
but if they can't
its not like i will place a knife on their neck =x

REALLY hope i will have a great one =x
since
this year
would maybe
the last year
they celebrate moi birthday =x

GOOD LUCK TO ME !!!


AUGUST 10
HERE I COME

以前的我
都不会表达关心=x

可笑吧？

女孩都应该很会关心人吧
可惜
我却=x

自从上次
友情出问题

我对自己说

身边的朋友
不能再失去了

至少

争取
一个美好的回忆先=x


所以
我就要争取一个关心他们的机会=x

我要在他们身边
他们心里
刻上我的背影=(

世上会有真心的朋友吗？
希望
真的有吧=x

<3

在卟卟的周围
面对着爱情问题的人
很多

真的很多～

就算是网上的
有些甚至称不上朋友的
都面对着爱情问题
最近丘比特应该是偷懒吧？

爱情不是一个手掌就能拍的响的
就算你爱
可是对方对你没有任何感觉

就算你多么想拥有他
但是他不肯把心中的门打开
你永远都踏不进他心里的世界

爱情
带来了那么多的回忆

但是为什么也同时
也带来了很多铭心刻骨
但不开心的回忆吖？

是老天在考验

还是

作弄？

个人有个人的意见

有些
因为怕失败
却不踏出第一步

有些就怕受伤

但是不尝试
不是永远都不懂答案吗？

想知道答案
就该问
不问
人们如何知道你在烦吖？


那
丘比特
月老
能不能帮帮我身边
可爱的朋友们呢？

就算
小小的机会
对他们来说
却能改变现在的局面

他们的笑容
能帮我争取下吗=x

好想念
他们
的
微笑

卟卟 最讨厌的
就是生病！

今天一大清早
就发现=x
原来自己
又发烧了T__T

可怜吧=''=

我几天前才退烧的呢

今天又不能不去学校
好想留在家休息

但是
chem 老师要我们去学校做PEKA

那好lorr ＝x
去就去嘛

刚好
我的partner 呢
真的厉害==
做实验做到一半....
能加多点solution
那样precipitate 会更过==
要不然....
就
换label ==
因为reading 不对==

够力...
( ngak ngak ngak ~~~ 很多乌鸦吖XD ）

后来呢
回到家

又得冲凉
然后化妆+ 扮美美

去damansara palace
的5周年纪念日=)

妈妈...既然给错info ==
说是wedding

吃的都还 beh pai 啦=x

但是却
冷到！
aiksss

回到家=x
好累好累T__T

冲凉了
就到现在....


等
头发干=x
就gao gao ju XD


toodless=D

sugar dreamm =)

on saturday,
i have nothing to do =x
since i dun wan to complete my add math mountain like work,

one of my dearest friend
kena NS
she's crying
although i cant find the point of crying
but i accompany her =)
what a great friend XD
HAHA

SO~
we went to 1 u !!
snooker =x
sing k
watch movie
and SHOPPINGG ~~~

she spent a lot!!
lucky i din=x
HAHA

i bought a bag only =x
GOOD GIRL ~~~
haha


we have fun
at least she smile at the end =)

its happy to know that someone is happy ~
her smile on her face
makes me smile


someone said to me
you dont have to show that you care about tat person by showing her
the only thing you have to do is to be by her side when you are need
on the other side
if you show you care about her
it means that u care for her
but you are not sincere

it's quite true tho=x
haha
may be it is true up to a point ~

IN THE END ~~
I ENJOY MY SATURDAY =)
BUT
not finishing my add math homework =x

AIKS!!!

最近～
发生了很多事

我妈妈
在我面前哭

原因？
我婆婆说要自杀

few days back
she hurt her 腰
他说很痛～
但是他不能服吃任何药物
只能外敷

痛了很多天
最后在星期日
早上
他说他要去死～

我妈妈心碎了

看到了妈妈的眼泪
心好疼
好酸

做女儿的我
只能
在他身边
陪他流泪=x

后记：
妈妈～
就算天塌下来了
你还有我们4兄弟姐妹
be strong !!
加油！

昨天
去到了学校
就发觉自己生病了=x

haizz

累病了
哭病了

不过那也好
能让我好好的睡觉=)

所以哟！
今天
星期六
功课没有做
(其实都不是星期六而已的=x 我从星期3开始功课就做两题后丢在桌上了^^)

然后哟
睡觉睡衣整天=x

朋友们本来有plan 说要去mid valley 看戏的=x

哪里知道
没有消息了＝x

那应该会很好吧=x

免得什么什么的XD

好好的一个星期六

就这样的=x

浪费了哟！

你常说
有什么不满的
还是不喜欢的
就在你面前说
不要在背后说

但是
你又何不是
当我说你
你给我的反应是什么吖？？

转身
离开

你要人说
可是你又何不是不听吖？

做为你朋友的
能做的
应该是
看你慢慢的走这条路吗？

在你身边的
未必是好的
离你远远的
更加不是陌生的

事实
是残酷的

我们选着不说
那又何尝不是为了你==

今年是我们的最后一年
我真的不想惹是生非
你需要我
只要你一声
一定会在你身边

你不需要我
我会闪的远远地

你做错了
我会说
但是如果你要知道
就问我
不想知道
或是不想承认

拜托！！
你也走的远远的

你对我们做的伤害
不只是刀伤
是内伤
一个很难疗治的伤

或许你不懂
可是你就是伤了我们

话说了
就被风吹走了
说了
你听到
就醒醒
听不到
就永远不要知道
做好你自己
你自己认为是对的
去！
我支持你！


后记：
朋友
是拿来麻烦的
不是拿来斗气的
不是拿来利用的
更加不是拿来不满的！

i reopen my blog =)

so
why did i close?
because i'm changing my templates =x
HAHA

many things have happen =(
not happy
but so wat ~~
haiz

life still goes on

friendship breaking pieces by pieces =x

bond are breaking !
but i cant do anything
cause she wont tell me anything =x

so
thats it

i cont stay out of the circle
but continue saying staff tat hurts ppl
=x

no hurt
no lesson
no change

tats wat imma thinkiing tho =x

haha ~~
thats it for today=)

SLEEP ~!!!
good night =)

doddless ~~

so....
its tuesday !!
2nd day of school =x
as usual
schools are so crazy

classmates are crazy
and drive teacher to crazy

early in the morning get nag by chem teacher
cause??
RESULT!!!

FRIDAY
REPORT CARD DAY !!

die on the spot =x

几天前

有一人问我

你很你爸吗？？

在那么多人的面前
当然说
不恨的
对吧？

可是回家后
却想...
我会恨我爸吗？

出世在这样的一个家庭
会开心吗？？

不会介意现在已经是事实的一切一切吗？

一个不是完美的家
虽然人们看起来
是一个
很温暖
很幸福的

但是
家家有本难念的经

一个不受承认的亲戚也罢
一个私生的也罢
被人嫌弃也罢

心想说
只要妈妈疼我爱我就可以了

一个只有我知道的秘密
四个兄弟姐妹
只有我这个最大知道的事情

有时想知道
为什么当初就只让我知道
为什么不连我都隐藏呢？

为什么
要让我知道
我是私生的呢

在这个世纪
私生
算很荒唐吧=x

一切一切都是爸爸的错吧？
想说不是
但是..............
却过不了自己

我要什么
有什么
就是没有一个完美的家
或许
是我不满足

可是
这已经
是
所谓的事实
残酷的事实

seems to be disappear for all my friends =(
did not outing with them
say no to everything =x
sorry yar darlings n babes

so
wat have i done ?
nothing
nothing else??

got lar
finish some drama
have a good rest
din complete any work yet

n then ??
eat as much as i can =x
HAHA

enjoying my holiday right??><

so
tats me
my holiday
GONE

doing
NOTHING

haizz~~~~

在cbox
有一个猪到不能再猪的johnny =)

他哟
看了我之前的post
留言说了一个


''你出生于富有的家当然幸福吖
如果像我那样的
出生于贫穷的家当然不幸福吖
全部都是用双手来找幸福
如果你和我交换
你一定beh tahan 出生于贫穷的家
幸福is nothing ''

对
我不否认我家
可是
幸福不是因为钱才得到的

我觉得幸福
因为妈妈在乎
妈妈关系
妈妈疼我

钱虽然能达到很多东西
可是很多东西钱是买不到的
这个不要跟我说你不懂哟johnny =x

你辛苦
因为你觉得什么都要自己找
我虽然是千金

可是我明白贫穷
我也有去打工
自己去吃吃苦

家里有钱
不代表我有

虽然物质上我什么都有

可是
我也是缺乏你们贫穷拥有的东西
就是一个完美的家

这个
就算用一百亿来换
都换不了的

JOHNNY !!!
珍惜你拥有的
不要埋怨了！！！

如果我能选
我也希望我是穷人

就简简单单的
在妈妈面前
投诉说

妹妹每天跟我抢喇叭
简简单单的
因为想撒娇
而投诉的

妈妈既然记起来了

几天后
我桌上就多了一个喇叭
还mp3 和radio 还有USB 的

就简简单单的提起
根本没有想到要一个新的喇叭

妈妈却
记得
而且
还特地的去买

可惜
我
很笨
很笨很笨
第一天用
就...
把他弄坏了=x

笨到.........................
haizzz
我看
我还是自己拿去弄吧T__T

妈妈
我爱你=）

这一刻
我是幸福的

suddenly
he said
''congratz me now ~~''

quite blur on that second
then
next reaction
stun ==

he said again
''congratz me ''

i cant get him at all
different channel i think xD
coz i'm playing wif code when he talked to me

then
he asked me to check his facebook
i cant see the point doing that
coz
i did not see anything new
in his profile

so
he said
check his status
it is stated that
'' in a relationship with someone''

thus
i said
''congrtaz =) ''

kinda rapid

weird
for the first time
i feel happy for him

i dont feel guilty on that feeling
i'm sure of that feeling

祝福
真心的祝福XD

so~~
i'm back to my blog again XD
today
i wake up on 10 =x
quite nice XD
my babes are not going to school today
so do i then =x
veri 幸福XD

then
i go to my school n take my bro n sis report
my mum
is so so so lazy to take their report
by giving me a reason of
{ ling , can u go help me take their reports?
since ur sis teacher is new, so she wont know my daughter
n so no complain
then ur bro is a good boy
so u go for me ok?? }

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~gak gak gak ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
somehow
乌鸦飞过…..

in the end
i went back to school
as my bro n sis guardian XD
NOT BAD HUH!!!???

when listening to their teacher complain
i'm thinking of
taking out a recorder n record it for my mum (''|||)

THERE ARE SO MANY COMPLAIN

need to screw them tmrw morning when having breakfast XD

THEN
the best part !!!!
my mum pick me up suddenly ~
n say
lets go to mid valley
n she said
{ling .. i kinda dont know how to go mid valley
so ~~~
lets take KTM }

second time
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~gak gak gak ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
bird pass by again
but no shitting lar XD

she say
my bro need a sam fu
n someone say mid valley have

i am so doubt of it ~~~!!!!!
but i really found a shop call china town ==

SO !!!
i bought my darling py bday present dy !!
hope she like it =)

n then after my shower
GUESS WATT !!!
MAYKYE IS ON EPOP!!!!!!!

i mean
her blog lar XD





quite shock tho =x

i tot my eyes have problem =x
hahahahha


but i really enjoy today XD

she said
u are my friend
but not the no1 type

NO1 TYPE

what does this NO 1 type means
i did everything for them
although
its only a FRIEND
but it means very much to me

in her eyes
she got everything
but she lose something

she feel happy
coz they can bring her out
play
have fun
she talk to only one

once we are a group
but
she seems to be out of us

so
watt should i do ?
i don't feel like talking to her anymore
although i talk to her
somehow
she dun wish to answer too…
coz.
i'm interrupting her conversation with someone else tho =x

so
i should?
SHUT MY MOUTH
dun talk to her
i mean like
seldom
but not so often la XD

FIRST !!
i bought my own phone !!!
HAHA
although it is not the most famous phone
but i buy it myself
my own money XD
syok !!
HAHA


next
yesterday go watch shrek ==
STUPID !!!
really cartoon
so cartoon
i almost sleep in the cinema ><
the most suitable for children bed time story =)

then then then
today i went to TS
thinking of teman REBECCA KHOO
but SHE DITCH ME
hahahha
joking lar
she got ppl teman
so in the end
i ask K zai come out n then teman me

he walk so fast
n then 'chui' me when i shop==
then i beh song dy
i say
go neway XD
haha

we have fun larr =)
but his wallet
da chu xue XD

FUN BETUL !!
muackxx k zai xD
thanxx alot yarr !! XD

love !!
love sucks ~~!!!
why cant i juz be alone =(
i hate this kind of feeling
can i walk out of my life??


just crapping here to release something
in the end
the truth is still infornt of me
haiz

i have to accept it !!

对不起
不是你该说的
因为这是我的选着

这一切一切
都是我自愿的

伤心开心
什么都好
自己承担！

就算累了
我也不会选着放弃
因为这就是我=)

最近
你都很好对吧？

就如其他的朋友
我也有放不下的一个人

可是那又如何？
我想他
我爱他
我想他陪我
想他疼我

那又入如何呢？？

他心里有了别人
那我该做的
不是只有祝福吗？？

JC这个名
在我电话里
是categery 为’不能打‘

可惜当我每次翻起我的phone book
总在JC那里停留

想想
以前的回忆
虽然不是很甜蜜
可是也是曾经拥有的一段爱

想念过去
可是
过去始终是过去

没有机会再拥有
就算试着放弃
也很难做到

不放弃
自己痛苦

当只能二选一
我却选着自私的
两个都抱在身边

我想你
我还爱你
那我就只好的
默默在你身边

祝你幸福快乐＝）

笑着把眼泪隐藏....XD

from monday till thursday
slept for only maximum 4 hours

my mum ask me
study so hard for wat ??!!
useless hard work
ur marks will not become tat high also
why torture urselff ??


although i understand
i knew
but still need to put in some effort=x
rainbow will come after sunrise
everything will be fine

tats wat i say every time when facing exams =x
but is it true ??

no proof

BUT it is !!

what if i fail ?
what if i pass with flying colors ?

its my result too ~~
so
why not accept it
IMMA STUPID !!

DUN COMPARE !!!

ishhh `~~~
stupid lecture early in the morning !!
beh soonggg ~~~
!@#$^%*#)(#@!

memang suffering !!!
PHYSIC is killing me
!@#$#%^%*@#%*#

i need some rest !!
without any calls
and sms

can i just lie down peacefully ><
RIP !!
hahaha
siaoz ~!!

good luck to all
having exam nia frens =)

best of all

when someone say something
you get an owhh

wat r u going to do ??

in which situation u will say owh ??

if i'm the one who alwayz say owh
what will u think ??

pointless post again
haizz
what happen to me ><

i wish i could wake up at 6 to school
its 1 in the midnight

wat m i doing ??
lost
so lost

i'm studying few minute back

why m i doing this ??
i dont used study right ??
shake
heart is shaking
what do i really wants

如题
世上最有杀伤力的

会是什么呢？？

应该每个人都不一样吧？

答案能是
-爱情
-友情
-家人
-事业
-学业

有些人觉得爱情最重要
能为了对方
要生要死的

有些却觉得没有朋友
就寂寞死
‘没有朋友死’
这句话便诞生了

生离死别
家人走了
是每个人都要经过的
亲人过世
人们都会哭一场
有的就失去了依靠而失去目标

事业
承不起考验
输不起
就这样的
崩溃
宁愿什么都不作
做个废人的


这些都是最有杀伤力的武器
对吧？？

对我
那一个重要呢？？


学业
爱情
家人
友情

昨天
朋友的一封信息
'如果明天是世界末日
你想要做什么
说什么
对谁说？‘

就这样的
我就问起了自己
什么东西
最重要

人是矛盾的
所以
答案依然是个迷
就算自己说
学业最重要
可是
在某个特殊情况
会有其他的比他重要

那时的我
还会觉得学业重要吗？？？

u changed
but we say no

u changed
but u don realize

we lied
so that u r nt. hurt

we say no
so that u r just fine

wat we do
is pointless

if u dun noe

so
lets make it pointless
n don be concern about this post XD

so so so
quite long din write something normal dy
right ??
HAHA

back to topic !!
where am i during mother day =)

its sunday
so
as usual
i went to tuition
also
as usual

I CRAP IN THE CLASS
kacau XD
bad girl bad girl

but then if i dun play the role
in a language class
EVERYONE sleep XD

then at night
time to cele mother's day

I gave my mum a family pic with a nice frame
n then
my grandma a cup
very cute one

although
its juz a little gift
but they cried XD

gam dong ba!!
HAHA


we went to eat first
when we waiting for the food
me n sis cam wore XD

picture time XD

u din ask her to tell me

i knew

so

wat do u wan me to do ???

why don us ending up like tat
dun talk to u from today onwards



STEP OFF



ITS MY FAULT NOW HUH!!!

爱
是必须的吗？

对我来说
要来的就来
要去的就去

单恋
我试过
下场

自己受伤

怕爱

人是有恐惧感

对
没错

那
是不是因为怕
而不去面对呢？？


你与其去想爱
不如想其他的吧

honestly
I HATE U
but
so wat ??

i cant hate a person
><
so i cant do anything


its difficult to hate someone
than love someone

there's many choices to make in our life

when there is a situation

it does not asking u directly to make a choice

but u have to make a choice

although u claim that u did not make a choice

but ur action
had make ur choice

don't say u will not choose between us !!

but ur action ~
has chosen one


friends will be friends forever
u will be together
forever

if u wish to ~~
u will not leave u alone
in ur dark life

hey guys XD
there goes ~~
my master pieceXD


terbalik sikit =x

i was thinking
going to not ?
suppose to not?
what happen if i went ?

suppose many of them say
dun think so much
if u want
then go

due date of this decisions
tommorow !!

do i
or do i not ??

anyone
can give me an answer !!!

suppose ??
or not??!!!


i really hate tis
tis kind of feeling
SUCKX!!!

i went to support her
every time she ask me to
i gave her a yes
without any doubt
now
its different !!

i used to give up everything
just to make a friend happy
but
the best one
is not me

somehow
this gave me a reason not to do anything for her
or them

i'm different
i've change ?
or
tis is how i m ?

if i've change
who causes this??
if tis is how i m
do i need to change ??

BLUR!!
life without directions

friendships problem
are more troubles than love

my words
I have an absolute trust on all of you
i belief that our friendship will not end so easily

not in these kind of situation
not because of a newbie
who just enter our group for not that long

bond between us
are stronger
tats what i belief

after sport day
i took KTM from UKM to kepong
it took me 1 hour
to reach home !!!
thanks to my sis
she left her ipod suffle in imma bag !!
her ipod really saved my life wehh=x

before i reach kepong station
i called my mum
so i expect she will be thr as soon as i reach kepong
BUT!!!!!
she made me waiting for her for half n hour !!!

adding up the one hour in the KTM "STANDING" pluss waiting at the station half n hour "STANDING" also

my leg
is going to so call "PATAH"

then i saw i leng zai (HAHAHAHA ~~~ cumming from his house n then juz for eat manggo XD)

so ~~

FINALLY!!
my mum came XD
n then when i reach home ==
my house
full of people !!!
all my relative visit my grandma ==
SO SUDDEN
=x

when i'm on my way home
i was thinking tat
at last i can have a good night sleep ==
unfortunately !!
i CANNOT!!

OMFG

after having my bath
they say !!

"ling !! go eat lor !! u hungry dy bar ?? lets go eat steamboat"

SIEN

i was thinking not eating my dinner tho =x
since it is 8 dy =x

n then !! by the time they finish chit chatting
n change baju ==
its 9 dy !!!

ISHHH~~~

sien sien sien

COMPLAINING YA!!!!

hahaha


although imma tired
but i enjoyed
having all the relative
chit chatting
seeing my grandma happy

happy day !!!



this post is so shorten
because=-=
chatting wif SELINA WONG SCE KEI
n no mood to blogg dy ==

learned it from GLEE chapter 10

no matter when is it who is it
if u fall in love
dun let him do it on the bed !!

if ur parent knew it
knew u have a baby in out tummy

only two things would happen ><

ONE
they stay beside u
support u
do anything they would

TWO
chase u out of the house !!
leave u to solve our own prob

so how will our parent act ??
wanna try ??
better play safe !!
XD

although i did not play dangerous before
but
this is bad XD
AHHAHAHAHHA


wat happen to me huh==
wats the point of this post huh==

having tis post is great !!
really is~~
its the first memory
between u n me
hahaha

we went to tuition
at khasturi kepong

and then
suddenly lynn wans to eat ice crean XD
ahahah

not bad huh!!!

ice crean
cold one !!
also
raining wehhhh XD
hahaha


enjoy tat !!!

still thinking i missed something
important =x

but anyways

tuition
is great
with a friend sitting beside me
talk to me when imma sleepy XD

This is encrypted: ***

bloddy shit hell !!!
currently ~~
having BM lesson
that Fxxk bullet train
talk like train words like bullet!!

her voice !!
sharp like hell ~~~

WHATEVER ==

tats not my point for this post

when someone said something
dun get involve !!!
tats wat i noe
from now

from watt i noe ~
she n they will not do these kind of things

i told them
so get my answer
but
this is wrong

i regret asking her
i regret causing these mess happening !!

TRUST ~~!!!!!
u should be not trusting me from that moment

i betray u ??
i did??
but i didn't promise u anything !!!

FINE!!!
tis is the result of being curious !!!!

CURIOSITY hit on me !!!

u may be not going to talk to me from today
friends
so call FRIEND

if u don't treat someone as your friend
dun expect she will treat u as a friend !!!

u lost all your friend
soon
as i said tat day !!!
appreciate wats around u !!
if you lock yourself in a cage
and choose to left behind
and protect your cage
while people are moving forward to the future

dun
talk to me
if u dun wan

i don't give a damn on it dy !!
so freaking fed up with friendship problem !!!!

so....
todays topic !!

STUDY SKILLS~~~~

all cempakans
have to participate =x

sien

freaking boring weekend
but
not bad lar
at least
i can get some information about SPM =x
better than nohting

i stay over at becca's house for one night
wif selina
both babe and me
did talk a lot tat night XD


then after the last session of the study skills
we went to mid valley
many things happen
happy
reli happy
but also tired

HAHAHA


but so so so sad
imma
UNIFORM !!!
is not with me !!!
i dun have uniform =x
SWT!!!!

aiksss

today !!
i finally !!
finished ~~~
my darling's birthday present
its
quite
hard though
although its late

but i hope u like it

really hope

hope u will appreciate it

luv yar !!!


PS~~
puiyi !!!!
u wan to write anything on it ??
who wan to write something on it ??!!!

在一个网上的游戏
开开心心的环境下
有一个女孩BB 遇上了男孩HM

HM 比BB 小一年
但缺
HM 的一举一动
像是比BB成熟
虽然比BB小
可是却有点哥哥的感觉

就这样的

BB
不知不觉的
喜欢了他

已开始
BB根本没有发觉
可惜

当HM 在现实生活中
跟他喜欢的人
分开了

他找BB 陪
差不多每个晚上都陪
就这样的

BB察觉
自己
真的爱上了HM

当BB勇敢的承认了
BB的感觉

刚开始
HM没有什么反应

可惜
过了一阵子
就
少了
不找BB 了

甚至
不理BB

这样的情况
BB该如何呢？

该继续对他的爱默认下去
还是放弃他
不要再找HM 呢？？？

holy shit !!
just few hours ago
i get my papers back
my add math =x

dont ever ask for my marks
neither my parents nor my friends!!
dun ever ask =3=

whole day in the school
did many staff
but that only goes to my friends
they chat a lot
they study

but me =x
muahahahhaahha

DAY DREAMING!!!!

not bad huh??><

things did went in to my ear
but my brain cells
are
so
not
functioning

what am i thinking ?

there is something bothering me
no one cares
who knows
maybe
someone will ask me about it

i doubt it ! =x

when the truth came out
it hurts

therefore
conclusion
better not to say anything
remain silence

and tats all

from today
it will be more suckish
than
ever

tats wat i think so

i'm just a so call NOTHING
to most of them

i will not
for sure
sacrifice anything
for an idiot friendship

friendship
worth???

今天超累的XD
so !
make it short
make it fast !!
my blog is turning english !!XD
lazy type chinese lar
=x

few days back
becca cele her bday
at her house
had a pool party
great party i suppose ><

first i met selina at KLCC
coz she is taking the LRT
so
tats why ><

then we take the so call royal cab !!!
cost us 15 !!
HAHA

then we grab our dinner
n then play true or dare

the most memorable QUESTION
between 2 person
someone choose the other from me

kinna hurt tho XD

but tat how life is

when u gave a full heart to a friendship
it end up
nothing
summore suckish!!!

tats y
friends?
i hope my trust to them
are
something
which is meaningful to them

the least i hope

tat party is really awesome
at least most of them said so

i slept so so so not early
and so so so late tat day

n i'm so so so tired on the other day @@
HAHA


LAST!!!

wish u happy bday becca ~

人人说

男孩是比较花心
我最近觉得
女孩比较花心

原因？

虽然某人的心里有其他人

可是当时的他
会选着用其他男孩来疗伤

'包'的心里
有一个永远忘不了的人
因为
'包' 于'JC'这断爱情
时由'包' 亲手结束

当时的'包'
知道远距离的爱
是不可能的

忍着一切
跟他一刀两断

他是'包'一生中
第一个
被'包'伤害的

人就是这样
虽然常常对朋友说
爱一个人不要那么傻

反而
现在最傻的
是'包'

即使知道'JC' 有了女友
一个很爱很爱'JC' 的女孩
也是'JC' 爱的女孩

心里
'包'
还是有种
想呵护着'JC'

'包'
尝试
用其他的男孩
来忘记'JC'

可惜
'包'真的爱上了'JC'

想忘
也忘不了

如果有一天
能给'包'再选
'包'会选着

不放弃'JC'

永远抓着
不放开

爱
是个毒

一旦上瘾了
就算想戒

都已经
太迟了......
我们只是朋友

just on the tiny very small second
just when my freaking exam is finished !!!

i feel gorgeous
really gorgeous

as if a bird is set free
from an idiot cage !!!

although so

come to think of it
i am actually studying for my stupid exams !!!

SHIT!!

so not me ==

whats been happening to me ??
since when did miss princess start to be so concern about her study ???

whoot wehh!!!

me
has be enjoying my freaking life by only smiling and being happy

hate to say it
but

me am starting to think that
SPM has to be a part of my life
excluding my smiles computers blog n movies!!

oh goshhh


wat a stupid idea==

only thing in my head now
although is holiday

but
there is only
few letters !!


P-R-E-S-S-U-R-E

人们常常会想东想西
可是

你们有没有想过
我们以后会不会结婚呢？？

现在的世界
人们都是选着不结婚

因为？

自由
不用烦


可是有些人就是
结婚因为
生孩子
传宗接代XD

老师那天
突然问我

你要结婚么？

我还真的SWT!!!

炸到！！！

我都不懂要怎样的反应@@


回家后
我还真的想
我会选着结婚还是不结婚@@


最后的结果

还是自己矛盾！
XD


AHHAHAHA


结果就是

我都不懂@@

昨天昨天

本小姐

去了那里呢？？？


XD

hahahahahha


告诉你们哟！

我去1 utama

去那里干嘛吖？？

去吃

吃吃吃

shogan !!!!


日本的buffet 餐厅！！


好吃好吃
超级饱饱的=x



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