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还有两个礼拜，
我就要去澳洲了

两个礼拜
很短
也很长

远距离爱
很难
但我们都已经坚持了4年

现在距离更远了
还有时差了

我们能接受这样的挑战吗？
我们还能坚持吗？

心情复杂
觉得很兴奋
因为会又新生活

觉得伤心
因为我真的没有那个信心
能让你继续爱我了

甚至让我在想
其实你真的有那么爱我吗？
真心吗？

虽然知道
没有永远的存在
随便任何一个理由
随便一个时间
谁都可以放弃退出

你不会给我任何永远的承诺
我了解

可是
就当作是哄我
说一次
就好了
可以吗？

abu!
帮他回答埋
不可以啦～

=(

He asked one day.

"did you ever thought of me leaving you one day ? "

I didn't

I won't

I don't want to

I never want to


so that this will never come


I've put in my utmost effort to maintain our relationship

My mood gone down immediately
behaving like a roller coaster

although he said that he was asking randomly
but somehow deep down in my heart
i know he has doubts

insecure feeling
flying in front of me

Then i forced  my brother to watch a movie in my room
so that i won't be alone
and he went out to get his sister pizza

when he's back home
he called me

few minutes after
phone rang

he wrote
"Because of you , I am who I am
Thanks a lof for always with me
Iloveyou "

I laughed !
because of his english and his spelling

at that moment
he is relieved because he finally made me smile
and
I am secured
that he actually cared about me

although these are small stuff
but its a worth to remember moment
that
you are actually important to that person
you stand a place in his heart

ILOVEYOUDEAR=)

 

爱情和现实前途
并论的话，
你会选择什么呢？
很多人说，
一个成功的男人，背后会有个女人
但是也有人说
没有钱，哪来的爱情

当人生到了一点，
爱情与前途只能选一方时
其一选者了爱情，
一辈子除了爱情就没有其他依靠
其二选了前途
就得牺牲爱情

有理智的都选前途

可我贪心
想要两个
爱情也要
前途也要

虽知道
天下无完美
不是什么事情都能如愿


选择了
别后悔
只能加油
双方面都好好去经营


人生如一门生意


there's no shortcut in life 
only stepping stones will lead you to success 


李樱铃
加油=)