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doddless ~~

so....
its tuesday !!
2nd day of school =x
as usual
schools are so crazy

classmates are crazy
and drive teacher to crazy

early in the morning get nag by chem teacher
cause??
RESULT!!!

FRIDAY
REPORT CARD DAY !!

die on the spot =x

几天前

有一人问我

你很你爸吗？？

在那么多人的面前
当然说
不恨的
对吧？

可是回家后
却想...
我会恨我爸吗？

出世在这样的一个家庭
会开心吗？？

不会介意现在已经是事实的一切一切吗？

一个不是完美的家
虽然人们看起来
是一个
很温暖
很幸福的

但是
家家有本难念的经

一个不受承认的亲戚也罢
一个私生的也罢
被人嫌弃也罢

心想说
只要妈妈疼我爱我就可以了

一个只有我知道的秘密
四个兄弟姐妹
只有我这个最大知道的事情

有时想知道
为什么当初就只让我知道
为什么不连我都隐藏呢？

为什么
要让我知道
我是私生的呢

在这个世纪
私生
算很荒唐吧=x

一切一切都是爸爸的错吧？
想说不是
但是..............
却过不了自己

我要什么
有什么
就是没有一个完美的家
或许
是我不满足

可是
这已经
是
所谓的事实
残酷的事实

seems to be disappear for all my friends =(
did not outing with them
say no to everything =x
sorry yar darlings n babes

so
wat have i done ?
nothing
nothing else??

got lar
finish some drama
have a good rest
din complete any work yet

n then ??
eat as much as i can =x
HAHA

enjoying my holiday right??><

so
tats me
my holiday
GONE

doing
NOTHING

haizz~~~~

在cbox
有一个猪到不能再猪的johnny =)

他哟
看了我之前的post
留言说了一个


''你出生于富有的家当然幸福吖
如果像我那样的
出生于贫穷的家当然不幸福吖
全部都是用双手来找幸福
如果你和我交换
你一定beh tahan 出生于贫穷的家
幸福is nothing ''

对
我不否认我家
可是
幸福不是因为钱才得到的

我觉得幸福
因为妈妈在乎
妈妈关系
妈妈疼我

钱虽然能达到很多东西
可是很多东西钱是买不到的
这个不要跟我说你不懂哟johnny =x

你辛苦
因为你觉得什么都要自己找
我虽然是千金

可是我明白贫穷
我也有去打工
自己去吃吃苦

家里有钱
不代表我有

虽然物质上我什么都有

可是
我也是缺乏你们贫穷拥有的东西
就是一个完美的家

这个
就算用一百亿来换
都换不了的

JOHNNY !!!
珍惜你拥有的
不要埋怨了！！！

如果我能选
我也希望我是穷人

就简简单单的
在妈妈面前
投诉说

妹妹每天跟我抢喇叭
简简单单的
因为想撒娇
而投诉的

妈妈既然记起来了

几天后
我桌上就多了一个喇叭
还mp3 和radio 还有USB 的

就简简单单的提起
根本没有想到要一个新的喇叭

妈妈却
记得
而且
还特地的去买

可惜
我
很笨
很笨很笨
第一天用
就...
把他弄坏了=x

笨到.........................
haizzz
我看
我还是自己拿去弄吧T__T

妈妈
我爱你=）

这一刻
我是幸福的

suddenly
he said
''congratz me now ~~''

quite blur on that second
then
next reaction
stun ==

he said again
''congratz me ''

i cant get him at all
different channel i think xD
coz i'm playing wif code when he talked to me

then
he asked me to check his facebook
i cant see the point doing that
coz
i did not see anything new
in his profile

so
he said
check his status
it is stated that
'' in a relationship with someone''

thus
i said
''congrtaz =) ''

kinda rapid

weird
for the first time
i feel happy for him

i dont feel guilty on that feeling
i'm sure of that feeling

祝福
真心的祝福XD

so~~
i'm back to my blog again XD
today
i wake up on 10 =x
quite nice XD
my babes are not going to school today
so do i then =x
veri 幸福XD

then
i go to my school n take my bro n sis report
my mum
is so so so lazy to take their report
by giving me a reason of
{ ling , can u go help me take their reports?
since ur sis teacher is new, so she wont know my daughter
n so no complain
then ur bro is a good boy
so u go for me ok?? }

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~gak gak gak ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
somehow
乌鸦飞过…..

in the end
i went back to school
as my bro n sis guardian XD
NOT BAD HUH!!!???

when listening to their teacher complain
i'm thinking of
taking out a recorder n record it for my mum (''|||)

THERE ARE SO MANY COMPLAIN

need to screw them tmrw morning when having breakfast XD

THEN
the best part !!!!
my mum pick me up suddenly ~
n say
lets go to mid valley
n she said
{ling .. i kinda dont know how to go mid valley
so ~~~
lets take KTM }

second time
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~gak gak gak ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
bird pass by again
but no shitting lar XD

she say
my bro need a sam fu
n someone say mid valley have

i am so doubt of it ~~~!!!!!
but i really found a shop call china town ==

SO !!!
i bought my darling py bday present dy !!
hope she like it =)

n then after my shower
GUESS WATT !!!
MAYKYE IS ON EPOP!!!!!!!

i mean
her blog lar XD





quite shock tho =x

i tot my eyes have problem =x
hahahahha


but i really enjoy today XD

she said
u are my friend
but not the no1 type

NO1 TYPE

what does this NO 1 type means
i did everything for them
although
its only a FRIEND
but it means very much to me

in her eyes
she got everything
but she lose something

she feel happy
coz they can bring her out
play
have fun
she talk to only one

once we are a group
but
she seems to be out of us

so
watt should i do ?
i don't feel like talking to her anymore
although i talk to her
somehow
she dun wish to answer too…
coz.
i'm interrupting her conversation with someone else tho =x

so
i should?
SHUT MY MOUTH
dun talk to her
i mean like
seldom
but not so often la XD