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so !
today is the first day of college =)
quite scary~
but also fun !

we had the ice breaking session !
where we have to go to a particular spot in the campus to take a pic !
its fun ~
but bad things happen
when we found out one of the spot is at a classroom
which hove no walls
and we can see thru it !
we tried to take a pic
but
we get scolded by teacher XD


too bad =(

first impression of taylor college hartamas !
IT'S FREAKING COLD ![><'']

that's it for today !
a short post =)
tmrw will be the first day of class
stay tune !
and fighting !!! ~~~
XD

yesterday was my little brother's birthday ! =)
at first
we promised him to celebrate it at pizza hut
but in the end
we went to some Chinese restaurant
nice food and cheap !
unlike pizza hut
nice price but not full !
thats wat my mum said XD

days before yesterday ~
me mum and little brother discussed about the celebration when v are having dinner
then my mum suddenly said '' so you spend us all to eat okays ? and then buy your own cake kays ? ''

my brother was like !
what kind of birthday is this ?! And i had to buy my own cake !
then he start to complain and start saying
mummy so bad !
XD

and !
i PASSED !!!
the driving test XD !
with flying colors ! ~~~
19/20 ~!
went back home with a big smiley face
and brag about it for two hours


picture time !!

On march 14 !~
i failed my driving test~~
because !
an idiot reason~
i din stop before the white line!
THE WHITE LINE !
AN IDIOT WHITE LINE
A STUPID WHITE LINE !!!
=(
its okay !
i tahan you ~
i will take it again !
FINE ~

then i go eat with my cousin
venue "De Pastry Chef Cake''


ate lots of stuff !!
and then eat lots of cake !
XD
~~~


just because i'm sad !
then he bring me there !
=)
i love him so muchyy ~~~`
XD ~~~

will add oil for the tmrw retest !
hope i can bring it back !!!~~

good luck to me ! =)

well then !
i'm back to blogging XD
the laziness disease been attacking me nowadays !
but its okay ~
i'm born to be lazy =3

march is a busy month !
a good way to start the 2011 year ~
things to be done :
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things are coming slowly
especially the results !
kinda scared that it will be the same day as my ESOL exams=(
hope its not !

but on the other hand ~
if its the same day
i dont have to get butterflies in my stomach ~

kinda stubborn

without myself noticing it !
i somehow had made my mind not in to the so called relationship
so i think my life will be full of studies
start from this month =)

So
good bye my previous life
and
a great hug to my new life !

hope everything will be fine

last !
I MISS YOU GUYS ~~

一幕一幕以前甜蜜的场面
我真的好怀念

非常的想你
第一次吧
感情上那么的失败
那么的失落

那么的出乎我想想的

但是结束了吧
这次真的该结束了吧？

感觉你真的爱她多过我了
是真的吧？

就算我对你的爱没有变
事情还是不会改变
你已经不是我的了

你是别人的

就算自己多想你
就算自己多后悔

都无补于事了

你教会了我‘永不后悔’‘
但是我却因你而后悔
可笑吧？

我是愚蠢的

逃避是我想要选的
但是事实却逼我去面对

每天经过你我曾经一起度过时间的地方
心酸
想念

但是还是会每天在公园坐着发呆
去想以前的事情

我是不想放下吧
我是不想放弃吧

我是不甘心吧

我想你了

我几时学会那么不理智吖

so life are so great !
i mean it should be great
to the others but not me =(

everyday when sun rose
i had myself done and sit infront of my comp watching movies series
it should be fabulous like fun-bulous !

things doesnt show up like i wanted
bad relationship
bad decisions made
bad attitude
miserable life
lost about what should i take for college

and its like ~
hey you ! why the hell are u been thinking so much?

so this is it
i am so done with my life !
and i am going to screw the world
i am going to take SAM and accounting degrees now

so the cupids should go away
and the Einstein should be with me and forever !

是你放弃了吗？
还是你这样是有原因的

信息不回
那代表什么？

我依然不敢打电话给你
为什么我会缺乏了那个勇气

就算想搞清楚状况
为什么我却没有那个勇气？

我到底是怎么叻

很想大哭一场然后就这样算了
但是
我却做不到

你到底是在想什么

我到底该做什么

我们
是怎么了

我怕

这种感觉
好久没有出现了

我又能怎样吖

感情的问题
不懂为什么一直出现
我更加不懂为什么我不能放下
放下很难
但遗忘却容易

要遗忘
就不要把任何一样物质联想成他

有人这样跟我说
但是说就容易

做
却
超
级
难

有时候
我很想问自己
为什么要那么的贱
他不是世上唯一的一个男人

干嘛要在乎
或许因为这断感情已有两年了

就这样的
我不但为自己制造借口
还接受了我笨到极点的借口

当自己知道是时候别想了
却让我看到一些自己不想见到的东西

对
我在乎
不过在乎那又如何